The most positive thing I got out of everything was knowing that thousands of people still remained by my side, in the worst of times. I recieved so many letters and messages written by people who sent them to Chelsea’s mail adress to let me know how much they still supported me. They asked me not to give up, to be strong. They told me that they loved me because of a certain way I am, a way that might not be everyone’s cup of tea but it’s mine. I understood then that was the one thing I couldn’t allow myself to lose.